http://callmeamygdala.tumblr.com/

visit me to my new home : http:://callmeamygdala.tumblr.com

hmmmmmm

im enjoying everything at the moment...free from all hassles and everything. feeling ko now ko lang naeenjoy ang joy of being a mom...well anong pangkaraniwang araw sa life ko?? wake up at 5, prepared the bfast of the kids..send them to skul..fb time..11am sundo na naman..12..prepared the lunch..1 -3 wala lang ..homework with bee. then sleep..merienda...then 5 prepare na ako ng dinner...8pm tatabihan ko na si bee sleep at yun. routine na naman..

sa mga tulad kong working mom mahirap..but look at me im on my 2 months weeeee nakakaya ko pa naman..

kaya ang drama ko SO HELP ME GOD !

still no decision has benn decided...

my plan to go back to Doha is malabo pa..

still dont know what my plans in the future..

basta happy ako as it is !

hayyyyyy ! sana lagi na lang ganito..pero hindi naman pwede di ba?

 

never update lately...nagkaproblem sa internet connection ko...well im still not decided waht is my next plan...

plan A : ill stay

plan B : ill go

ang hirap naman ng multiple choice. parang ang bigat desisyunan. madaming kelangang balansehen at isipin

pero whatever it is...ang alam ko HE will give what is really best for me..

im stil hoping na everything will fall into places....

so help me God !

rain rain go away

rain rain go away come again another day.... when i was still in doha i really miss the rain..when i came back here in the philippines, soooooo mcuh rain. hahahah ! in a week 3 typhoons in a row... typhoon juaning, kabayan lando and uppppsss typhoon mina is coming...

i really love the rain. when i was still a child, i used to play in the rain such an amazing feeling..dont know ! now i still love to play in the rain. pero kapag sobrang lakas na it really sucks....

this morning i sent the kids to school and the rain was soooo damn heavy. sabi ko nga kung kelan naman bagyo saka naman may pasok, kapag tahimik naman ang paligid saka naman sila nagpapauwi hmpp kakaiba.. attention deped. kainisssssss.

early morning i went to the market to buy stuffs at yun basang basa pa rin ako sa ulan...

august 3.....tom is tatay's 71st birthday. ano naman kayang maiihanda ko....

sidenotes :

if it is meant to be..para sa akin talaga yun. well done some job hunting recently..if sept at wala pa akong makuha na magandang work.. 80% is i would go back to qatar. hayyyy mas mabuti na yun...

wish me luck !

Learn to want what you have, more often, more fully .Savor the life stage you are in right now

The part of me that isn't content is a part I recognize - a bit of ambition, and a bit of greed. Ambition's a healthy impulse, and greed isn't, so it takes a little doing to sort it all out. The secret to contentment, I'm told, is to want what you have, simply that.

 "To be content with little is hard, to be content with much, impossible". It seems that the more you have of things, of opportunities, even of education, the more you want.

Once that's gone, so is any chance at contentment. Greed simply kills it. If you've ever wondered why the poets celebrate the contentment of the poor, this explains it.

I think the chances are better of living that rich and contented life if we spend a little time burrowing into each layer, exploring, nurturing, detailing, and savoring it. Sometimes in the most unlikely circumstances real contentment lurks just below the surface. Helen Keller found this to be true. "Everything had its wonder, even darkness and silence, and I learn, whatever state I may be in, therein, to be content."

Let's take the layer you may be in right now, perhaps adjusting to family changes, perhaps learning to fit in at a new school or a new job. It would be easy to hurry past any transitional stage, to long for stability. If you're a young person, it may be that the adult years look ever so secure and reliable to you. And yet, the curiosity you share now, the innocent take on family, local, and national events, the ability to evaluate people's intentions, are real treasures worthy of study and celebration.

If you'll spend a little time capturing your thoughts and feelings, even writing them in a journal, you won't overlook the valuable insights you have, right on the tip of your tongue. And maybe, just maybe, you'll be a bit more contented with being who you are right now, at this age and in this place.

kapitan sino

i must have a copy of this book !!!!!!!

 

isang dekada ng pagkakaibigan

 

finally had the chance to meet my super friends...hmmmm hindi lang naman sya pangkaraniwang nilalang...wahahahha. nyway im just soo happy to spent an afternoon with him and oday. we really enjoyed..at busog over to the max..till next time sir. domo arigato gozaimasu !

 

maybahay

i was home for almost 2 weeks..hmmm ang bilis ng araw. parang kelan lang. 2 weeks na pala ako sa aking bagong job ----aka plain housewife. isang career change hahahha. mas mahirap sa aking inaasahan. eh paano ba naman for the first time in phil history ngayon lang ako namalagi sa tahanan. kaya hindi ko alam kung paano magsisimula at saan magsisimula....masaya..mahirap pero ang mahalaga enjoy ako....

last pic sa doha

at souq waqif.my first picture in doha was taken here so i made it a point that my last photo in doha should also be taken in here

QR646 2am flight... 9 hours longgggg flight to home

finally...

 

finally im home.... i leave doha last july 6 at 2am. sad....ayokong lumingon coz it really hurts me. mahirap din namang iwan ang isang lugar na kumupkop sa yo ng 2 taon. mahirap iwan ang 1 lugar na nagbigay sa yo ng maraming alaala... GOOD or BAD..but im glad im finally home with my children and my husband..iba ang pakiramdam.. when i was at the plane. sari saring emotions ang nasa utak ko. kaya ang 9 hours flight ay puno ng halo halong emotions.. pagbabalik tanaw etc. etc.etc. if u want to see the pics..u can visit me at my FB accout at makikita mo ang album na JOURNEY TO A PLACE CALLED HOME. at exactly 5pm lumapag ang eroplano sa NAIA..hayyy nasinghot ko din ang hangin sa pinas. pinilit kong tingnan ang himpapawid mula sa itaas at un nakita ko na ETO NA NGA AKOOOOOOO!!!! nang kinukuha ko na ang aking bagahe. kakaibang feelings na ang nararamdaman ko. kung pwede nga lang ilabas lahat ng maleta para lang mapadali ang aking paglabas ginawa ko na.. pagdating sa custom nasaan daw un fill up ko na form aba eh wala naman.. mega fill up pa ang lola... paglabas ko tanaw ako lingon...tawid...sa bandang kaliwa lumabas ako...punta sa letter A. wala naman akong matanaw...palinga linga...hanggang nakita ko si RP at si Ernest ...pumunta ako sa gitna...tumawid at bongga !!! si Ikki ang unang tumambad sa akin... hindi xa masyadong lumapit sa akin yumakap lang pero naninibago...maya maya pa anjan na si tatay, nanay...at si bee at si dad. hindi ko malaman pero umiyak ako ng todo ng mayakap ko ang bunso ko. dala nga lang siguro ng sobrang pananabik sa pinakamamahal kong bunso. walang ipinagbago ang pinas. matraffic...mausok. mainit...aba maganda na ang SLEX malayo sa iniwan kong bako bako 2 yrs ago... pagdating ng dulo ng calamba may extension na pala goin to batangas. as usual traffic ang papuntang crossing. pagbaba ko ng van at pumasok sa gate. dama ko ang saya..ito ang iniwan ko 2 yrs agoooo. ngayon happy ako...full time mom muna pansamantala....saka na muna ang trabaho..darating din tayo jan..ang mahalaga....masaya ako..